Last Day Thoughts
Today I bid goodbye to BWS… I woke up heavy hearted as the reality of it all is slowly and painfully, penetrating my being. No… I do not regret my decision. However, regardless of how firm I was, BWS had been like a family to me. Some people would say that what I did was cowardice… that I do not have the quality of sportsmanship in me… Well, honestly, what had triggered my urge to leave had been feelings of betrayal and incompetence… Betrayal because I did so much for this institution, yet it had to end this way… Incompetence because my sense of self worth was wounded…
But… as Joezhel would do in my shoes… he will leave everything with a smile… maybe even with humor. Like him, I will be packing my 7 year clutter with joy in my heart… I will be clearing my table with the hope of messing another one someday… I will be completing my clearance form with the optimism of signing a new employment contract soon… I will be bidding farewell to my friends with the expectation of meeting new ones in the future… Haaaay… the possibilities are endless…
In my heart… I am now OK… really… No more bitterness… just acceptance and excitement for the better days to come…
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